Sort Out Your Life

I got a bit of a shock this morning. Last night, I went to visit my girlfriend because she was feeling bit under the weather. I stayed for the night and when I woke up this morning, she said that we should break up...that is until I found a job. Her reason being that she didn't want to be a distraction to me and that she had to concentrate on her own school work. All good reasons, I guess, but I had to ask her how long she'd been thinking about doing this.

Lately, she said, she's been thinking about it all the time. I told her that I wanted to get established (i.e. permenant job) before we got engaged/married. We'll, I've been out of school for two years and we've been together since my sophomore year of college. So that's about seven years. I can understand why she's tired of waiting for me to get "established."

So what now? I have so many unanswered questions that if I got into them right here, I'd succeed in only paralizing myself through analysis. So, I find it best to just narrow it down to three things.

1. Find a job.

2. Get Nikki back (if she's still there).

3. Sort out life.